MUST HAVE SUNSHINE.... can't be motivational today...

Yes yes yes...I know.... it's Motivational Monday....

BLAH.

I just don't have it in me today.

BLAH.

I didn't even blog all weekend.

I have lost focus.

I can't find ME.

Preacher T was gone for the weekend.... just got back last night in time to watch the Superbowl... which we did and I'm thankful I did get to see him and hug him and kiss him....  But he worked his butt off all weekend and was exhausted last night.

My Saturday essentially ended up being one ENTIRE crazy day of chaotic self inflicted disappointments filled with running all over creation and spending the majority of the day watching the boy ride the bench play basketball.  Met up with my girls Saturday night for what ended up just being dinner (no project runway...) I'm glad I got to see my girls - but there were other things going on in my life that had me preoccupied.   Not to mention, we haven't all been together in soooooo long I felt like we had all completely lost touch!  Don't get me wrong - dinner was great, I'm so glad we finally ALL got to get together.......but I drove away from dinner just feeling a bit sad and disappointed.  I still can't put my finger on it.

Slept like crap last night.

Got up late today, the boy was in a foul mood as usual...

Work SUX!

I wish someone would tell me something about school.

just one of those days.

BLAH.

Don't get me wrong though........I'm not suicidal depressed. 
I AM thankful for the things in my life. 

Preacher T. 

my girls. 

my boy. 

my wonderful family

being alive.....etc.

it's just one of those days......