|Thanks for the inspiration KK! ;-)|
Where's your loyalty?
What's the freaking difference??
When is enough... enough?
I have had so many people tell me I'm crazy. I've had people tell me I'm over the top. I've had people tell me I'm extreme. and... obsessed! People laugh and make jokes about me flexin... (oh trust me.... when I CAN, and I WILL be able to.. impressively ... you can bet your BUTT that I will be!)
Anyway.... It's cool.
Maybe you DO think it's too much... maybe you DO think I'm gonna end up like the chick in that pic!!??
maybe you actually believe that!??
But you don't know.
You don't know that what I do is not an obsession... it IS however a PASSION. It IS something you have to be committed to and LOYAL to! It is something that requires giving up certain things.
And it is a game of being educated about what you do!!!
No one wakes up one morning and just walks into a gym and picks up 500 pound barbells off the ground. No one wakes up one morning and looks like the chick in that picture (or WANTS to! :-p ha ha)
what you DO wake up to is the DESIRE to be better.
The desire to win.
The desire to fight and not give up.
The desire to be stronger
The desire to be better today than you were yesterday.j
You wake up.... PASSIONATE!!! (ok - maybe you don't actually WAKE UP that way... well... I don't anyway - cause I don't wake up ANYTHING.... I barely wake up at all!) ha ha
but once I'm up for a bit.... LOOK OUT!
I'm all about some passion! :))
When I started lifting, I had no idea what a "deadlift" even was....
And the only squatting I had ever done did not involve much weight - and if it did involve any weight, it sure wasn't sitting on my back trying to knock me over. I threw my hands out in front of me to balance....
And you want me to hold WHAT... WHERE???
How am I supposed to hold a barbell on my back AND balance myself with my hands out in front??
And benching....... what a joke? I had never been under a bench press EVER!! I thought guys stood around in the gym comparing... ummmmm .... the size of their.... TRUCKS!! or BENCH?!! :)
So why would I.... a GIRL wanna bench press???
Oh how things change in a year....
And it's funny how passion grows where passion didn't exist before?
It's amazing the things that your body is capable of... and we sit around having NO IDEA!!!!
We were sitting at home (before gym time) last night watching Extreme Weight Loss. I don't know how many of you have ever seen that or even care...... but it seriously blows my mind.
It blows my mind that we are literally capable of soooooo much more than we do!!
I watched a set of twins last night drop hundreds of pounds between the two of them.
I watched dedication and commitment and a DESIRE to better themselves!!
yes....... I used the word "better"
Maybe that is politically UNcorrect....
but facts are facts. Let's face it.
At over 300 pounds... imagine what you are doing to your body every day. You work every muscle so much harder. Your organs have to work harder. And your body will wear out. Sooner than later.
So it's not so much about the vanity of it all.... but the passion to be a better YOU!!!
Why is that so hard for people to understand?
After watching this show, we headed off to the gym... fired up for bench night.
For those of you who have read anything I have written about working out - bench has been my nemesis. I had tried and tried to break the 100 barrier forever it felt like. Weeks ago I went to Berea to train with the infamous Brandon Lilly. And I DID break that barrier.
But it was weeks ago..... months ago....
And I was kinda freaking out because I hadn't done it again since then.
Well last night - on rep night.... after set after set of reps - I shot for that 100 again.
AND I GOT IT!!!!!!
And you may be rolling your eyes right now... thinking who cares? or you may be thinking 100 pounds... big whoop... that's nothing!!!
But you see.... I care and it IS a big deal to me.
It is living proof that I am better today than I was when I started in this sport.
It IS living proof that hard work and dedication DO pay off.
It IS living proof that I can keep getting better.
It is living proof that lifting heavy weights WON'T kill me or "break my back" or "make me old"...
It is PROOF that I TRAIN...... not just work out.
It is PROOF that I can ALWAYS be better!
So can you!!!!!
If you had told me at that meet I competed at less than 6 months ago that I could bench 105, that I could deadlift 230, or that I would ever EVER be able to squat a bar... much less 185 pounds, I most definitely would have thought you crazy!!!
So am I crazy? Maybe, but that was there before powerlifting!
Am I obsessed? Maybe... and maybe you should be too!
Am I committed? YES - is that a crime?
Am I loyal? YES. You have to be
Am I EVER going to look like that SHEman in that picture??????
I can lift like a beast and still look like a lady!
Now what's YOUR excuse?