Showing posts with label kissing. Show all posts
Showing posts with label kissing. Show all posts

Friday, December 11, 2009

So.... there's this boy... {Part #3} - the kissin and huggin and luvin!


And now........the good stuff.  (no puking on the computer monitor)  try to contain yourselves!  ;-)
{just in case you are just joining me on my adventure - catch up at Part 1 and Part 2!}

on to the story.......
As if the Thanksgiving weekend wasn't enough......this past weekend was surreal.
Friday was my work Christmas party.  I can only say this.... I have never been so at ease and so excited for someone to meet my coworkers.  I have never BEEN so happy!  The night was great.
Saturday (of course in the afternoon was the basketball game with my son) but after the game, we rushed home to meet Adam and his precious little girl.  We all loaded up and headed to a local night Christmas parade.  We FROZE to death, but it was great  :)   After the parade we stopped by my brothers to visit for his birthday.  Once there, we ALL, kids included played a game together on Wii.
Moving on to Sunday....
Adam is a preacher and has recently begun a church.  My son and I got up Sunday morning and went to his church for a visit.  The ENTIRE experience was fabulous!  My 14 year old son who I can barely drag outta bed on Sunday morning actually enjoyed the message {BIG smiles for mom}  After church, we met my entire family for lunch for my brothers birthday.  Again - the day could not have been going better.  After lunch, Adam and his little girl went home to pick up his other daughter.  Later that night - I picked them all up and we headed to my church for our Christmas program.  The feeling of sitting in church... me, Adam, his girls and my boy....it was just almost surreal....  He described it as strangely comfortable.  Afterwards we went by my parents to show the girls the horses (the oldest one takes riding lessons) and then headed to Wendys for some grub.  The girls were soooo sweet.  The oldest asked if she could draw me a picture of a horse.  HOW freakin sweet is that?!?!  And then as we walked out of Wendy's to the truck, my son looks at me and says "Watch this mom, they are gonna try to lock me outta the truck"  and they did.... giggling the entire time like sweet little girls do.  My boy thought it was adorable.  The night could not have gone any better  :)

So in summary, this weekend, Adam met my boss and my friends from work, he met my ENTIRE family (mom, dad, brothers, SIL's family and even my aunt who happened to show up), met my preacher & I met his daughters.  And everything was perfect.  The weekend was just .... as I said before.... oddly perfect.

Here's the weird part (not so much weird, but more new for me... I have never felt this way before) - I love the weekend we had with the kids.  I love his little girls... and my son has never been so happy and in such a good mood  (HELLO - good mood & hell didn't freeze over!  LOL)  Anyway the thing I missed the most over the weekend was mine and Adam's chat time late at night.  You see - with the girls, he can't stay at my house late and talk.... so no late night talks.  I couldn't WAIT till Monday for him to come over so we could talk again......
reminder:  we have shared no real physical intimate moments.  Up to this point it's just been getting to know each other and I have to say....it's been so great!
But Monday night finally came and I got my one on one time  :)   We spent hours on the love seat, talking, laughing and reminiscing over the weekend....
and then it happened.  YUP......  the....."I LOVE YOU!"
Suddenly I couldn't breathe....and then came the kiss........
Do you remember part 1?  the part where he leaned into my ear and whispered and I realized at THAT point I wanted to kiss him!??  do you remember that??!?!  Do you KNOW how long I have been waiting for this?!?!!  it could not have been more perfect and I. could. not. breathe!!!  My heart pounded from my chest and I had to concentrate on where I was....
WOW!
Some of you may remember, some time back - I posted this blog about kissing.  On and on about that kiss that just blows you away.  That kiss that just tells you, the one that makes your heart race and stops you from breathing at the same time, the one you want to last FOR.EV.ER!!........this is the one.   :)  {Read my other blog for full details on The Kiss}
This might have just been that kiss  :)
I have never felt so much love and emotion in a kiss....
Where do I sign?
I love this boy......just so we are clear, I have never looked so forward to my future!!

I'm sure I will have plenty more stories to share......we have big plans for this weekend actually!!!!  (Adam's birthday has already passed and we still haven't gotten to celebrate it... just the two of us, so I can't wait to do that this weekend!)  Lots of other things going on too!!!
Life is good.
God is good.
I have never been quite so blessed as I am right now.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

the kiss....*WARNING - "sap" to follow*


OK - here is how my warped mind works....this is how one thing leads to another and leads to another with me!!
Last week sometime, I read a blog about some place contemplating banning kissing because of the H1N1 flu - right?!?  So I leave a comment and go on and on about how GREAT kissing is and there is no way to give that up and how sometimes all I really want is a good ol' "high school" make out session.....gosh - there is just something about a kiss!  It's my favorite  :)   So much emotion, so much connection and of course you can tell so much about someone by how they kiss.....and mostly in how they kiss YOU!   (sometimes we wanna know and sometimes, we choose to ignore it - but regardless....the signs are all there....all in that one moment....the kiss!)
Last night - my 14 year old son proceeds to give ME dating advice (this was unsolicited advice let me point out!)......yes I'm the MOM and he's telling ME what I'm doing wrong!  HILARIOUS - but for some reason, this morning, all I can focus on is:  what AM I doing wrong???  or is it as simple as I just haven't met the right person yet!?
Maybe so - but now once again - I'm thinking about people I have dated and some of them I'm kicking myself over!!!!  But the good news is - the older I get the easier it is to see through the crap.... so although I have kissed some frogs - I'm REALLY good at picking out the frogs now BEFORE kissing them!  ha ha   *well ok - sometimes I just wanna kiss a frog!  ;-)*
However - getting to the point here......
Today - I'm feeling a little sappy and I have somehow stumbled upon an old Collin Raye video.......I haven't thought about this song in forever - but MAN is it a good squishy song!!!  The video is attached and yes - it is some sappy crap from a soap opera (Honestly though - can you EVER see too much of Jason from General Hospital??)  BUT - as I was watching the video and listening to the words of the song - I realized......I've wasted too many kisses on frogs!
now...thinking about giving up kissing anyway......
cause I wanna hold out for this!!
That ONE person that holds the kiss that just knocks you off your feet?!!  That one kiss where you can feel the passion and the emotion on both sides.  That one person that shows you for the first time that there IS another person on the planet that actually can't imagine life without you?!?!
I'm a realist - I know that this is not something that happens every day - but I am a bit of a romantic dangit.. and I WANT someone to kiss me like there is no tomorrow!!! 

I'm usually not much of a "squishy" kinda girl... I'm usually as hard (and a wee bit jaded) as they come.... but today - just for a little while (prompted by a string of events over the past few days)  I'm just gonna be sappy!
enjoy the video!  :)
AND if you have had that one kiss.... please do share.... so I can have somthing to look forward to!  ha ha