Really?? YES?!!!
well - today is gonna be one of those days for me. I can already tell. I have been outta the bed for approximately 2.5 hours and have had contact with......oh.......maybe 5 or 6 people so far......and I can feel it. Every time someone opens their mouth - I wanna quickly put my hand over it for them and tell them to just shut it. I mean really........ur just gonna annoy me.....so don't bother. Slowly walk away......{snarl}
it's gonna be one of those days!
I hate days like that. Usually I'm all happy sunshine and braggy about my life and how happy I am and how everything is going so great...blah blah blah......
NOT TODAY.
Today - I'm just gonna vent........yup - that's what I'm gonna do. (then I can be on my nerves too!) HA!
here's the short list of things on my nerves right now........
- I'm SOOOOOOOOOO over winter!!! I'm tired of being cold, I'm tired of the freaking static, I'm tired of my hair sticking to my face! I'm TIRED of being pasty white!!!!!!! I crave the SUN!!!
- I'm soooooooo over being a mom. I love my boy - don't get me wrong. But I'm so sick of being reminded EVERY day of all the things I have done wrong! being a parent SUX
MOSTsome days and today is one of those days where I feel like I have done NOTHING right. We had a decent morning today, which after last night is like a miracle.... but after he got out at school this morning, I just wanted to cry for all the things I have done wrong. - I'm tired of being BROKE! I'm 33 years old for God's sake. At some point, don't you get to the point where you can PAY the bills when they are due out of the funds that you work your butt off for every day! NOPE - not me. I'm 33 years old and still feel like every day I'm robbing Peter to pay Paul and for WHAT?!!!!!!!! I still can't get ahead.
- which leads me to......I'm SICK of NEEDING to work TWO jobs!! (
Is 14 too young for a child to be forced to drop outta school and work full time......and pull some weight!???!!) huh? what??!! Anyway - I have recently decided to start working at home again (transcription) - as IF I had the time or energy to do ONE MORE THING!!!!! but when it's not an option - you just DO IT! bring it on. - I'm REEEEEEEEEEEALLLY missing the gym. I haven't been in a month and a half - PERIOD. and I can ALREADY tell a difference.... in my attitude, in the way I feel, in the way I look..... BUT - as much as I preach that you have to MAKE time for the gym...... you can't ADD hours into the day and with work, and basketball, and taking on concessions, and blah blah blah.....there just aren't enough hours in the day. So I lose the gym. (who can PAY for it anyway?!!)
- I HATE having to wait to see if I get into the ultrasound program in August. I won't know until MAY! MAY people.......that's like 4 months from now right?!!! How the heck do you plan a life around the unknown???
ONE day at a time......and IF I get in - then I have to worry MORE about money because the program is full time and what will I do about my job and health insurance and money and.... blah blah blah..... (I try not to get overwhelmed with that one...but I mean geeeeeeeeez.... sometimes, it's just too much uncertainty!)
PEACE OUT!
Tami G
PS - Par for the course today - ANOTHER thing annoying the CRAP outta me......I can SEE this is posted - it's on my blog. And I can link it to facebook and twitter........BUT it's STILL not showing up in reader!!!!!!!! SERIOUSLY........I'mma smack blogger.com in the MOUTH!!!!!!!!!
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