"don't judge another, for you don't know their journey"
Do you remember being in high school and that's literally ALL people did??? We judged. Each other. Who's cool? Who's not cool? Who can you talk to and who will you NEVER talk to at school?
"WHAT is she wearing?" "What label is that?"
"He will never date me, I'm not a cheerleader".
"I can't date her, she doesn't run with the right crowd!"
OH the terrible terrible judgemental games we played as teens!!
Even those that THINK they didn't judge because they WEREN'T defined as cool, and they DIDN'T run with that crowd... they chose their own path and did their own thing - don't lie. By boycotting the "cool crowd" you too are judging!
Oh what a vicious cycle!!!
The sad part is - in all that judging - you have NO IDEA what is going on inside those people you are judging.
So you grow up (RIGHT?). You graduate high school and you enter the rat race. Real life. Whether it be college or a job or whatever path you might choose.
You move on.
You leave those high school friends, and enemies.
Some you may see again, but most you won't.
And all those judgements and sleepless nights and worries melt away.
And all you are left with are the hurtful things that you said to another AND/OR the hurtful things that were said to you.
All the judgement.
I remember I had a really good friend whom I loved dearly. We will call her BETH. I was, just as many others, a freshman trying to fit in. Trying to find my place on this new journey. And I don't know how I did it, but I did. I hurt BETH. I made her feel like she wasn't good enough.... which is ironic because I always thought she was cooler than me. I found a note one day on the bus that she had written to a boy I liked. And it said "I think Tammy Green is a snob. Do you?"
Now I can laugh (kinda) at the immaturity of it all.
But the day I found it, it broke me. Mostly because someone I liked and thought was cool obviously didn't like me anymore....and I had obviously done something to make her feel that way... and she used the word "snob" about me?? Which was the LAST thing I considered myself.
I never asked her about it but we weren't really friends after that
We grew apart.
For many other reasons I'm sure.... but mainly for that one simple word - "judgement"
I judged her. She judged me.
And for what???
It's funny - I see her on occasion now.... and ALL I can remember is that note. Not the fun things we did or how far we have come in life - but the first thing in my mind is always that NOTE. And as stupid as it is... it STILL hurts my feelings today!
You would think all those lessons we learn in high school would make us better people. Actually some lessons do. But what I don't understand is after all the judging and hurtful things that we do and survive in high school - why does the judgement continue?
Is it just the way of the world???
When I got divorced, the hardest part for me, as I'm sure is with many - was that "stigma" that comes with being "divorced". People will think I FAILED! I felt like everyone would look at me like I had done something wrong. Like I must be some evil spawn that someone couldn't stomach being with forever. And let's not fail to mention the spiritual wounds that diminished my spiritual walk because I felt like I failed and disappointed God too!
Over the past few weeks, I have heard story after story after story of things about people.... some that are good and some I wish I never knew.
But mostly - it has reminded me that judging others is sooooo hurtful and damaging - and just plain wrong. We are so guilty of looking at others and being jealous or wishing we had the life of someone else. How many times have you looked at someone and said "He/She is soooo lucky!!"
And ohhhh how many times we look at someone and say "OH MY. I would NEVER do that!!"
You don't know.
You haven't walked their path.... you're not on their journey.
As good as life is for us all - it is also bad. And hard. And everyone hurts.
Remember - not everything is as it appears on the outside.
Just as much as you hurt and worry what others think or worry what others will "find out" about you - so is the person next to you.
Pray for everyone you know.
And for the love of everyone around you - stop JUDGING!!
Focus on the good in your life and how lucky and blessed you are.
If it wasn't for the rainy days and the storms, it would be hard to appreciate the SUNSHINE!!!
And for any of you young high school kids that might somehow stumble upon this page.... when you are in school, don't fret over if you're cool or not cool. Don't think you have to do things to impress someone else. Follow your heart. Love unconditionally. Treat others as you would want to be treated. Don't judge your classmates, you don't know what they go home to every day!!!
Just don't judge.
Pouring my heart up and Linking up with Shell over at